The Borderline Battle

I'm stable but I'm struggling, if that makes any sense. My bipolar disorder is stable, but now my borderline personality disorder is raging. I'm battling with myself constantly, trying to stay level but it's getting harder to do so. At the moment, I am level. I feel logical and rational, but that won't last for … Continue reading The Borderline Battle

Living With Multiple Illnesses

Life is hard. It's difficult to navigate without directions and instructions, you have to figure it out on your own. You can't follow other's paths, for their journey is their own. You have your own path to follow, carved by the decisions you make every day. What happens when you're living with a mental illness? … Continue reading Living With Multiple Illnesses

Dissociation Blues

I feel lost and disconnected. I find myself dissociating frequently, on a daily basis. I don't want to feel this way, I want to feel happy but I know I can't be happy all the time. I have to let myself feel the full spectrum of emotions, even the painful and negative ones. At the … Continue reading Dissociation Blues